
this was me yesterday, today is better.
yesterday was a rough day for me. i felt very tired and i had a dull headache all day. the other cleansing reaction i noticed yesterday was that i was very emotional. i had a not so shining moment in my car with another driver that cut me off on the toll road and then an hour later i was crying over a silly commercial.
i slept like the dead...9 hours last night. woke up feeling pretty good with no headache! i am looking forward to a better day!
here is what i ate yesterday:
breakfast:
metagenics vanilla rice protein shake
snack: apple
lunch: quesadilla made with a rice tortilla, refried beans, fresh spinach (x2, i was hungry), NO cheese. this was delicious!
snack: apple
dinner: small piece of wild caught salmon with shallots and dill ( i baked this in the oven), 2C steamed broccoli, quinoa plain with salt + pepper.
here are some things i am realizing as i am going through this cleanse:
* i actually eat more sweet things than i originally thought *see confession below (blush).
*sugar is definitely a force to be reckoned with. it has a power that is sneaky and nasty and if you are addicted to it, you will find any excuse to eat it, or sneak it into your mouth in any form possible! i went on a rampage through my kitchen trying to find something sweet that i could eat thinking, "nobody will know i cheated, there is no one here to see if i am being really honest about what i am eating." well, i am proud to say that i didn't give in to it, but it was really tough.
*for some reason, cleansing seems to inspire a great deal of raw honesty about one's life. it's not that things become crystal clear and you have the answers to all things, but that you see your life in all of its beautiful messyness. you embrace it all.
that being said... here is my...
confession: maybe once a week when i go to wegman's to go grocery shopping, i sneak over to the candy aisle and buy about $1 worth of gummy peaches. a small handful, just enough to give my system a little sugar buzz. they are my favorite candy. i pray that won't run into anyone i know and eat them as i walk through the store. in my quiet shame, i hand the cashier the empty bag to scan the now empty calories i just inhaled. i justify my "dietary indiscretion" with extra broccoli for dinner.